September 13th, 2005

Current Music: Barbara Streisand n Bryan Adams - Finally Found Someone Subject: You're My One Time: 11:15 am Current Mood: pleased

Yes, you're my one The one that I adore The one that I admire The one that I look up to The one that I want to take care of every single day The one that I have imagined to share my life with for the rest of my life Yes, you're my one The one I've been longing for The only love in life that makes me complete ~13/9/05~

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July 24th, 2005

Subject: Finally.. Home sweet home =) Time: 12:22 pm

Hey all!!! Lama tak bersua.. hehehe.. udah ampir 1 bulan yah ngga ngepost entry.. So.. kmaren sore gue baru sampe di Jakarta.. overall, pengalaman gue kali ini asik.. walopun banyak ups n downs nya, itu jadi pengalaman berharga banget deh =) P.S. Ta, loe suka baju item ga? gue ada baju buat loe tuh.. heehhehe.. abisnya begitu ngeliat motifnya, gue langsung inget loe.. ;)

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June 25th, 2005

Subject: The Fact Time: 11:01 pm Current Mood: gloomy

Tell you what, I seldom feel homesick.. but after all these years I travel with my friends, now I feel homesick.. Miss my mom, miss my house, miss my room.. miss my usual activities.. I never think this can happen as I travel to refresh my body and soul.. Oh my..

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June 18th, 2005

Subject: I'm in Amsterdam! Time: 06:54 am Current Mood: cheerful

Hey, guys.. I have safely arrived yesterday morning (Amsterdam's time.. noon -> this is Indonesia's time).. it's kinda great, in fact, to travel alone.. I mean to just sit down, eat, read, sleep, watch tv, do whatever you like, no chatting, in the airplane.. it's not that hard actually.. hehehe.. firstly, I found myself feel so nervous coz of that.. I was afraid I couldn't sleep coz I was nervous.. but, no, I was so fine that I couldn't mention any great flight other than this.. hehehe.. So.. Amsterdam was greattttttttt! I had been here once in 2001, but I didn't stay long, just for about 4 days or so.. but now, I'm going to spend about 10 or 11 days right here, minus 4 days actually because today we're (my aunt and I) going to Paris by train.. hehehe.. I hope it will be funnnnn! There is too many stories to be told just for now.. I even haven't had the chance to complete my diary as I, being a bit surprised, was having a jet lag too.. yesterday I slept at about 9.30 p.m. (2.30 a.m. Indonesia) and I have just waken at 6.30 a.m. and I couldn't sleep anymoreeeee! so, yeah, now I'm online and sending emails to my family.. hehehe.. So, until then, my friends.. P.S. my handphone has signals hereeeee! so happy! (tadinya kirain ngga ada gitu)

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June 14th, 2005

Subject: Bad.. =( Time: 08:57 pm Current Mood: annoyed

I'll be going in less than 2 days and.. I'm sick.. *HIKS* knapa mesti sakit coba? *HIKS*

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June 8th, 2005

Subject: Semester 2: IPS 3,65 dan IPK 3,83 Time: 04:58 pm Current Mood: relieved

Hmm.. I have just seen www.uph.edu n liat SLIMnya.. So, this is ( my result in the 2nd semester ) Lumayan lah.. perkiraan terakhir ternyata ga meleset.. masih bisa ambil 24 sks.. *amin*

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June 5th, 2005

Subject: Kejadian bodoh di TA.. Time: 11:26 pm Current Mood: embarrassed

Tadi abis ke gereja, akhirnya ke TA (setelah males2an n bingung2an antara pegi ato ga) soalnya mo beli CD and tempat CD yang bisa muat bgitu banyak CD tanpa case aslinya.. then akhirnya kita sampe juga.. tapi nyari tempat parkirnya susah soalnya penuh banget.. alhasil, kita ke lantai 5 yang sebenernya both parkir kondominium n parkir mall.. tapi bingung banget parkir di situ.. biasanya kan kita parkir di tempat yang strategis (yang deket lift gituh) tapi ini kok liftnya ngga ktemu2.. akhirnya yah parkir di mana aja deh... Trus begitu selesai parkir, ya kita nyari2 ada lift yang deket ato ga.. tapi kyknya cuma ada tangga jalan doang menuju mall.. ya udah lah kita masuk gitu.. eh begitu masuk, kok pintu keluarnya ga ada??? stress abis deh gue.. cowo gue apalagi.. ngerasa ga bisa nyelametin kita bedua kali ya.. soalnya kalopun ada pintu, pintunya ngga bisa kebuka alias dikunci! nah kan, mestinya tetep bisa keluar lewat pintu atas dong ya.. tapi pintu itu pun ga bisa dibuka dari dalem! error banget.. jadi ga bisa kluar juga.. Selagi pusing2 nyari jalan keluar.. eh gue denger suara pintu dibuka gitu n ada orang jalan ke tangga jalan situ.. nah gue kan langsung ngerasa terselamatkan (gue doa mulu gitu dlm hati, minta tolong dibantuin sama Yang di Atas).. tapi kita bingung gitu tuh orang kluar dari pintu yang mana.. soalnya pas kita nyoba buka, kok ga bisa mulu.. akhirnya cowo gue inisiatif nanya ke tuh orang (yang kliatannya lebih muda dari kita.. hehe.. jadi malu neh..) gimana caranya kluar dari situ.. ya udah deh dibantuin.. huah.. legaaaaaaa banget rasanya.. gue takut gitu kalo kejadian2 kyk yg di film ato novel bisa terjadi sama kita bedua.. lah kan ga lucu banget kalo terus2an di situ sampe besok pagi saking ga bisa kluar.. error deh.. gue yang sok tenang n cowo gue yang emang dah panik yah akhirnya tenang beneran.. butuh beberapa saat untuk ngilangin kepanikan itu.. parah deh pokoknya.. Tapi beneran deh.. lucu.. kayaknya tadi berasa bener2 diselametin.. ngerasa ada orang yang diutus dari Atas buat nyelametin kita gitu.. aduh.. Amin banget =) The moral of the story: harus sering jalan2 ke mall supaya tau jalan mana menuju mall yang aman n ngga kayak labirin tanpa jalan kluar gitu.. mesti ati2!!! pusying dah ayeeeeee!

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Subject: Pundak keras = nahan beban berat? Time: 01:50 pm Current Mood: thoughtful

Kmaren ada rapat evaluasi CISV Wave of Care gitu di rumah ketua CISV Indo.. then kita2 yang panitia ngomongin sgala macem gitu.. terutama laporan keuangan yang ga beres2 karna gue ga pernah dateng rapat (pemberitahuannya dadakan terus n kebetulan gue emang udah punya rencana yang teramat padat pada hari2 sabtu, minggu terutama) n karna kesulitan ngumpulin laporannya dari anak2.. jadilah akhirnya laporan beres.. semua beres.. tinggal beberapa detail yang harus dikerjain lagi tapi mostly beres.. Trus ada salah satu temen nyokap yang pengurus CISV juga minta bantuan ke gue soal video buat presentasiin apa yang udah kita kerjain buat ngebantu Aceh gitu2.. bakal presentasi di Bangkok Agustus nanti.. well, gue karna ikut ke sana jadilah bantuin juga.. sebenernya konsep yang dia mo bikin sih ok.. cuma gue juga ga tau susah ato ga buat dikerjain orang amatiran kyk gue.. tapi yah kita liat nanti deh.. konsepnya harus dibenerin n fixed dulu baru bisa yakin bakal jalan dgn bae.. moga2 ngga bakalan terlalu ribet deh.. So kita abis itu had dinner.. sebelomnya, gue sama temen nyokap gue itu yang lagi diskusi bahkan harus dipaksa buat ngambil makan saking kita terlalu serius diskusi.. ;p wong kalo dah diskusi kyk gitu, kyknya mesti bener2 udah ada deal dari kedua belah pihak, baru deh tenang ngapa2in.. then suaminya ketua CISV itu iseng2 kyk pijetin gue.. (kita pada emang dah deket.. jadi ga ada jaim2nya.. huehehe..) trus dia bilang.. "Pundak kamu keras amat ya.. Sering ngapain nih?" Gue bilang aja, "Kebanyakan beban sih, Om.. ya beban fisik, ya beban mental.. hehehe.." Dia ngomong lagi, "Ah masa.. bukannya kalo orang pacaran itu udah ngga ada beban lagi." "Siapa bilang, Om.. pacaran tuh nambah beban tersendiri.. toh beban yang tadi aku bilang juga bukan cuma dari pacaran aja.. beban pikiran kan banyak juga, Om.. CISV jg.. hehe.." Trus gue baru mikir deh.. iya juga ya.. gue kadang saking kebanyakan kegiatan, bebannya jadi banyak banget.. ya bukan gara2 beban itu pundak gue jadi keras juga sih.. (ya iya lah.. emangnya gue ngangkat apaan kali.. gue itu kebanyakan dipijet aje.. jadi pundak gue dah kebal..) tapi kyknya kadang suka stress ndiri.. kebanyakan pikiran yg dipendem.. hmm.. ternyata gue kadang masi tertutup yah.. itu juga baru gue sadarin pas gue agak ngambek ama cowo gue trus gue ga mau ngomong apa yang gue pikirin pas itu.. padahal kan justru kalo didiskusiin berdua dan bukannya dipendem ya akan lebih baik.. berasa juga sih pas kmaren.. diskusiin laporan keuangan berbanyak orang malah jadi beres.. padahal selama ini gue ngerasa berat banget ngerjainnya karna ya sendirian.. bukannya minta bantuan.. dipikir bisa dikerjain sendiri.. Hmm... inget lagunya anak temen nyokap gue itu.. intinya ya.. bersama.. "Berat sama dipikul, ringan sama dijinjing. Itulah pribahasa yang kita kenal. Ia merupakan sebuah kiasan tentang beban dan proporsi. Dalam keadaan berat, maka memikullah keadaan yang tepat. Di saat beban dalam keadaan ringan, maka hanya dengan menjinjing pun sudah cukup. Atau kalau memang beban itu berat maka janganlah dipikul sendiri." (dari hasil nyari di google.com.. sorry yah udah ngambil kalimat orang..)

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Subject: Perkiraan IPS (Indeks Prestasi Semester) 2 Time: 01:32 pm Current Mood: stressed

Semester 2 ini IP gue turun jeblok. Hampir bisa dipastikan gitu. Walopun perkiraan itu telah mengalami kira2 2 kali proses.. 1. Perkiraan tgl 25 Mei 2005 -> IP = 4.. kurang2 dikit ya seengganya 3,9 ato 3,8 deh.. tapi.. *TENOT* saya salah besar.. 2. Perkiraan tgl 3 Juni 2005 -> IP = 3,73an karna ada 2 B dan 2 A (4 nilai lainnya yg blm kluar diharapkan A).. tapi.. *TENOT* lagi.. salah besar lagi.. 3. Perkiraan tgl 5 Juni 2005 -> IP = 3,65 karna akhirnya ada 3 B dan 3 A (2 nilai lain yg blm kluar lagi2 diharapkan A).. nah yang ini blm tau bener ato salah.. Well.. moga2 perkiraan terakhir bisa bener deh.. *cross fingers* klo ga, susah ngambil 24 sks nehhhh.. makin lama kelar kuliahnya.. hiks..

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May 27th, 2005

Subject: Ternyata... (Fact about myself) Time: 12:41 pm Current Mood: pessimistic or realistic?

Ternyata gue ga gitu bisa trima kritikan orang Ternyata gue suka banget jaga image gue di hadapan orang Ternyata gue suka bangga ama diri gue sendiri Ternyata gue bisa cenderung ngelakuin hal yang gue takutin, menjadi sombong Ternyata gue pandangannya suka sempit Ternyata gue masih kurang mandiri Ternyata gue masih kurang bertanggung jawab Ternyata.. Ternyata.. Ternyata aku pun manusia biasa yang bisa jatuh juga *masih sok tegar*

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May 26th, 2005

Subject: 2nd semester? Done.. Time: 12:09 pm Current Mood: awake

Akhirnya kelar juga semester 2 sejak kmaren (karna dah kelar ujian).. stress juga sih ujiannya.. saking jadwalnya jelek, jadi yang akhir2 udah ga kebagian semangat juangnya lagi.. hehe.. makanya ada 1 B.. yang laen ga tau ni.. nilainya blm kluar.. yang pasti IP kali ini ga mungkin 4.. tapi hopefully 3,5 ke atas biar bisa ambil 24 sks.. biar cepet kelar deh! anyway, tinggal kira2 2 minggu lagi nih sebelom berangkat ke Belanda n Swedia.. 5 minggu bakalan di situ.. kmaren tiba2 mikir banget.. ninggalin rumah slama 5 minggu? kyknya blom pernah selama itu.. apalagi ninggalin cowo.. hehehe.. ;p dia nya gpp si.. sedih2 dikit tapi ga pa2.. however, ticket psawat has been issued.. jadi ga mungkin gue ga brangkat.. toh gue juga ga totally have fun n bertujuan ninggalin smuanya di sini.. moga2 semuanya bisa beres deh secepetnya.. biar ga puyeng persiapin keberangkatan =) *Amin*

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May 18th, 2005

Subject: Lagi bersyukur =) Time: 10:17 pm Current Mood: touched

Teruntuk cintaku, Bersyukur ku karena mu Bercinta ku karena mu Inilah yang sungguh kurasa dari lubuk hati dalam jiwa Syukur ku kepada Bapa karena kamu tercipta untukku... selamanya untukku... Yang sangat mencintaimu, -Y-

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May 13th, 2005

Subject: Quizzie (dari Ita) Time: 08:12 pm

The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? am I like that? I mean.. the risk of cheating.. serious??? *kaget* ;p

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May 4th, 2005

Subject: About the "trip" to Singapore Time: 08:36 pm Current Mood: cheerful

So.. I went to Singapore last Friday, April 29th until Sunday, May 1st to have my second injection. The story? Read below.. ( Friday ) ( Saturday ) ( Sunday ) Well.. nothing's special sih pegi ke Singapore.. tapi kinda refreshing juga sih.. padahal kan banyak tugas, dll.. hehehe.. biarin deh ngeliburin diri sebentar.. toh emang mesti ke dokter lagi.. oh iya, treatment selanjutnya di jkt aja.. jadi ga perlu repot2 ke sana lagi.. =) sayang juga sih.. kapan bisa ktemu Cece, Cici n adenya Ronald? hehehe.. ;) penasaran aja sih sebenernya.. sambil takut2 juga.. ^^

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Subject: From hippiebubblez! Time: 08:19 pm

Your Birthdate: January 28 Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished. You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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April 27th, 2005

Subject: Terasa menghilang.. Time: 08:50 pm Current Mood: crappy

Gue ngerasa ngilang dari LJ.. entah saking kebanyakan tugas ato saking malesnya bikin tugas sampe ketiduran gara2 udah pw di kamar.. well, this is me right now.. masih stress menghadapi segala bentuk tugas, kewajiban, anything yang ditimpakan pada diri sendiri.. cape sih cape.. tapi ngeluh kadang emang ga ada gunanya selaen nyenengin diri sendiri karna berasa bukan kita yang salah.. well, ngaco abis deh gue blakangan ini.. Pengennnnnn banget menghilang dari rutinitas sehari2 yang bisa dibilang bikin mumet ini.. 2 minggu lagi bakalan UAS (Ujian Akhir Semester).. brani jamin IP gue bakal turun.. tugas gue ga jelas gue mo kerjain kapan padahal deadline dah makin deket.. dah kyk hangman gitu yang siap nyekek leher setiap saat.. mending deadline dah deket gue tanggepin dengan nyediain waktu kosong buat bikin tuh tugas.. gue mah ngga.. malah jumat ampe minggu ini gue mo ke Singapore buat berobat lagi.. bingung kan? aduh.. rasanya sinis gue ini ga berenti2.. PMS udah mulai menggila.. jerawat di sana-sini.. sensi udah menjalar di seluruh hati, jiwa, pikiran.. rasanya udah kyk mo nangis mulu.. perut gue kembung ga jelas.. yang ada, semuanya serba ga jelas.. hmm.. kpikiran deh buat ga ngapa2in gituh.. ngilang dari rutinitas n istirahat se-istirahat2nya.. tapi.. itu khayalan mana mungkin terjadi? *cermatin jadwal harian gue* *miris deh hati ini*

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April 15th, 2005

Subject: Wedding pictures.. Time: 03:09 am Current Mood: hopeful

Baru aja iseng liat webnya wedding photographer dari alumni sanur gituh.. manis banget.. momentnya bener2 istimewa.. hmm.. jadi mikir.. kapan yah tiba saatnya bagiku?

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Subject: How I miss you.. Time: 12:59 am Current Mood: tired

Goodness.. How I miss you so bad.. Like I want to run to your arms and just feel the warmth of your touch.. I'm so comfortable being with you and I just can't get enough.. Geez.. when can we get together again? And I really mean together, as in only both of us.. Arghhhh.. can I scream??? Just wanting to say to the world that I love you so much and I really miss you! Nald.. *hugs*

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April 11th, 2005

Current Music: Thanks To You - Tyler Collins Subject: You are in my love.. yes, you are, sayang =) Time: 07:26 pm Current Mood: grateful

Well.. baru aja gue buka message di friendster.. ternyata ada message dari Ronald.. guess what, dia ngirim lirik lagu gituh.. lagu jadul sih katanya, tapi dia suka.. =) seneng banget deh.. like he sent the message only to remind me how he loved me.. =) how grateful I am to be with him.. Btw, lagunya lagi dicari nih.. dah tau sih siapa yang nyanyi gitu2.. tapi ga dapet kok yah di kazaa.. ada yang punya lagunya ga? mau banget donks.. You're In My Love by Sinead Lohan You're in my love you're in my blood You can be anything that you want You climb into my mind You drive everything inside wild And then i curl around you madly You say you'll mind me with your life There are four corners on my bed There are four angels on overhead This is a carriage i am safe inside It's refuge when my horses ride Into the stormy night You don't say anything Don't say anything You drown out any sound With the feeling that you bring I want nothing else instead You are the colours in my head When we were dancing in silence You said The silver shooting star Brought us to where we are Carried over everything We have been through so far Our hearts are bound in hope And spirits from above Have tangled us together In never ending love You are the only one You are the only one And i am the only one You said that i belong to you We go driving on your bike And we make promises in the night And then i curl around you madly You say you'll mind me with your life You're in my love...

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April 9th, 2005

Subject: Tips mencari pasangan hidup.. *dalem* Time: 04:03 pm Current Mood: creative

For girls Find a guy: - who calls you beautiful instead of hot - who calls you back when you hang up on him - who will stay awake just to watch you sleep - who kisses your forehead - who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats - who holds your hand in front of his friends - who thinks you're just as pretty without make up on - who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you - who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." For guys Find a girl: - who calls you baby instead of hot or sexy - who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back - who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes - who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most - who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips - who wants to be with you in public, even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants with the bleached jersey like always - who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy - who makes you smiles just by knowing she loves you back. - who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always" Beh.. dalem.. jadi, dah ada yang nemuin pasangannya sesuai dengan tips di atas? gue.. hmm.. kyknya udah.. ;)

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